Sometimes…

I feel quite scared at rehearsals, superbly conscious that i will mess up my steps or forget a “cleaned step”. Other times, I feel scared that I will say the wrong things and get a “look” or a sarcastic/disappointed/whatever remark. Maybe this comes with seniority – you are a senior you have to be better and stop asking so much questions and keep quiet.

Another time someone asked me “eh how come you are dancing so little in the item?”  I wonder what am I supposed to reply.  Sometimes, people just don’t use their brains and think before asking a question.